Saturday, March 12, 2005
Muse before bed.
I was just musing over at my yahoo group, (one of them) how my brain goes into over-drive before a bout of increasing illness usually. Mixed with the poor blood supply I have had all day up there, I think it likely i am reading the signs of being about to be hit by a deterioration again. But what thought did occur to me, is how for years and years, when the medical folks were under the apprehension I had schizoprhenia, I would get this brain over drive, which always led me to a false sense of well being. One of the standard symptoms for schizophrenia is a false sense of well-being. And yet has time has proved, this illness has its roots in purely physical causes. Oh yeah, the psyche criteria and markers are very good at what they do are they not? Which basically with the drugs they give folks often leads to them messing with folks head (as a result of the drugs on the brain) more than ever there heads are actually wrong! I'm too tired to persue this now. And have blagged far too much for one day. Guess over drive leads to extra activity.
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