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Ponderizations of a Crazy Calvinist
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Words...

Sunday, January 02, 2005

I wish I could say properly what its on my heart right now. Yet for the most, i seem incapable of expressing the hollowness, shallowness and pain I feel, at life and circumstances, and the hand I've been dealt. I try to pray, and I can't. Books may as well be in a foreign language, and there's a milion thought and feelings and sorrows all running around my head, and a longing for peace and a way out of this what seems like a hopeless, wasted, life.

So, the words to the song playing here right now, says it pretty much. Elton John, I quite like his older stuff. And yet his "What do I have to do to make you love me? What do I have to do to make you care?" in the song, seems to be the question directed at God right now.
Sometimes circumstances can be so adverse, we are afraid to go to Him, in case they get worse, and it seems a hopless situation.
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