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Things that go bump in the nite...

Monday, April 12, 2004


 
And other strange phonomena....

I went to bed about three a.m British Time.  And after about forty minutes of laying there arose again.

Funny,  how life turns out.  For years I was given a  label,  of having a psychotic illness,  tho that was always qualified medically as being of atypical of that illness.   (not the norm)  And this involved auditory and visual disturbances,  of varying degrees and kinds.

Yet,  now have a neurological condition,  and both visual and auditory disturbances go along with that.  And have it officially delcared that I am sane.  (but please don't spread rumours of that kind.  I have my reputation to consider!)

The disturbances are from over acute hearing.  I can hear things no one else can,  because my ears are that finely tuned.  I can even hear at times,  the electricity in this house which may sound odd,  but tis true.  A kind of dull humming that everyone else is deaf to.  And smell dinner cooking next door when no windows or doors are open.  And this gives rise  perhaps more especially in the middle of the nite,  for something occurring somewhere,  and it sounds like people whispering not far away and certainly within the house.  Can't hear what this whispering says,   but it gives me the eeejeebies.     I have been told its the processing business.  The sound is there and my brain doesn't process it correctly.  And that is also why in an average sized room to have 280  Watts of electric light bulbs blazing away,  and everything  looks dim.  But this sounds like a sob story,  but tisn't.  As these strange occurrences just really reinforce exactly how intricatly we are made.  Whoever thought we could have got here by accident rather than by intelligent design,  I think should spend a month on this side
of my body. 
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